blondekitsunehanyou

This journal is going to get all unneccesary things off of my chest.. Yes I was in a relationship for almost three years,I was engaged and set to get married early on,notice how it's in past tense...I'm tired of this whole thing upsetting me, after this I'm leaving it behind for myself and for my life.I can't keep holding on to the fact I put so much into something that didn't work,I tried everything to keep ressurecting something that was clearly dying.The relationship had it's quirks and good things,which probably make my heart ache worse then all the bad things combined,I'll miss the good times but missing them isn't doing anything for me

Whassup guys,there's right much that I need to update on...and I don't give a fuck what people think of it... Things have been looking up,and for the first time I literally cannot complain about  a damned thing. :happybounce: Work has been going good,they've upped me to full time and if they need me to work they up me to 40 hours when they need it,I'm not so tired now and I can benefit my grandparents this time. I still want to go to college but until I find something I want to take 100% I'm going to wait,I still need to build up my savings account from where I was jobless for so long And the friend I've been on two dates with,we're actu

everything will work out in time....